Sunday, July 27, 2014

All our bags are packed, we're ready to go!

Our ministry seems to go through waves.  

The first wave feels almost out of control!  We feel pulled in a million different directions and it's difficult to keep up with anything.  We are like chickens with our heads cut off - running this way and that, no doubt looking to the outsider like we have had one too many Red Bulls!  In those times, we feel more than ever the truth of God's strength being made perfect in our weakness.  We run and don't get (too) weary and we walk and don't faint.  Only by the grace of God!  If I'm being completely honest, Josh and I thrive on these times....as long as they don't last too long.  Our personalities love to go, Go, GO!

The second wave is very different.  We ease into a routine on the road.  Our schedule is pretty easy.  We have concerts/church services 3-4 times a week.  The rest of the week, we focus on booking, practice, homeschooling and family time.  During these waves, we strive to invest more time in Bible study and prayer, feeding our spiritual hungers so that we have strength for the first wave, which is always on the horizon.

These waves repeat over and over again.  It is the pattern of our ministry and both bring about great blessings and trials.

This spring we found ourselves in Wave One.  I'll admit, this wave was almost too much for us.  More than once we found ourselves pulled under the water, desperate to find the surface and catch our breath.  As always, our faithful God brought us through and we are better swimmers for it.

In June and July though, we have been riding the second wave.  It has been fairly restful and we have enjoyed a lot of great family time.  As those who typically have spent most of the year under clouds and rain, we have been soaking up the sun and loving it...although over three weeks of 100+ temperatures has been a bit much for our Washington Weather Wimp selves.  Who would have thought that we'd be looking forward to the temperatures in Guatemala?!

Then this weekend we re-entered insanity! We had a concert Friday night and laundry and packing Saturday.  Today looks like this...Morning church service, drive back to RV park, load truck and unhook trailer, drop off trailer where it will stay while we're in Guatemala, grab dinner, evening concert, take music equipment back to trailer, drive 3 hours to hotel in San Francisco!  Tomorrow morning, we will get up bright and early to take the truck to parking and catch our early flight.  We have 2 layovers and a total of 12 1/2 hours of travel tomorrow!  We'd appreciate your prayers!

We have no idea what our time in Guatemala will look like.  Which, by the way, is a bit overwhelming for this planning/scheduling/controlling girl!  It will be a great lesson in flexibility and trust.  We are praying God will help us to be completely surrendered to His leading and will shine His love brightly through us in every circumstance!

I am hoping to write a very brief update here daily, but that is probably a bit ambitious.  We'll see how exhausted I am at the end of each day.  If you don't hear from me for a week, don't panic....ha ha ha...as if you'd be surprised by that! ;)  I promise to fill you in on all the details when we return next week.

In the meantime, please pray that we follow well the One who gave everything for us!



Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Bondage

Bondage....Sin.....Lies.....Products of "The Fall", results of sin that entered the world and tainted God's perfect creation.  Disobedience reveals rebellion and begets destruction...and bondage.

I am weary of fighting the same battle over and over.  Why must I struggle with the same lies time and time again?

Do I choose the chains?  Do I go looking for them because they are familiar?
or
Do they come for me?  Does the enemy send them after me as he whispers lies in my ear to distract me, so that I do not notice when the shackles fix themselves on my ankles?

Perhaps sometimes it's both.  Perhaps that's why I can be completely free one moment and the next moment I am suffocating under the weight of lies strangling me.

I am weary, but I will not lose heart.  I will not stop running until I reach the finish line.  I will not quit.  I will not give up.  I will not surrender, except to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.  I will throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles and I will do it again and again and again!  I will run with perseverance the race marked out for me!  I will fix my eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of my faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

When I am weary.  When I am tired of fighting this battle I will consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that I will NOT grow weary and lose heart.  I will remember that in my struggle against sin, I have not yet resisted to the point of shedding my blood. (see Hebrews 12:1-4)

No, Christ shed his blood for me.  He came to set me free and I am free indeed.

Sorry, Satan, you can't have this one!  She belongs to Jesus.  

Friday, July 11, 2014

Prayer Requests and Pics

Okay, before I give you a bunch of pictures and updates on our fun family adventures, I'm going to be honest and ask for prayer!

In many ways, this trip is going fantastic.  We are having beautiful weather and enjoying time out in God's creation!  Josh is having really productive booking days.  God is opening new doors all of the time and blessing our ministry at each event.  We see Him moving in and through us!  We are humbled and grateful to be used.  Also, we are all healthy and the trailer and truck are fully functional (no mechanical issues or leaks! Yay!)....

On the other hand, we seem to be under pretty heavy spiritual attack.  Our emotional state does not reflect God's abundant blessing.  Josh and I are struggling to sleep at night, stress and nightmares keep us awake.  Josh is struggling with discouragement and I feel impatient, frustrated, and irritable.  We are being extra intentional about having personal quiet times in the Word, praying together as a family, and listening to sermons.  We know that lies must be fought with Truth and we are working hard to saturate ourselves in the Light.  We'd so appreciate your prayers!  (just as a reminder, you can find ongoing prayer requests here http://stilllearningtofollow.blogspot.com/p/praises-and-prayer.html )

That being said, here are some pics of the past couple weeks! :)


Awesome Fourth of July parade in a little town in central Oregon!

 waiting for the fireworks

still waiting



Ooooh!  Ahhhh!

Snake video at the Douglas County Museum 
(we were here this spring and the boys were so excited to come back)

Explorers!

playing in the river at our campground



 floating on a froggy :p

Crater Lake!


 Aaaaah!  Don't you just love this!?!



that's the "Phantom Ship" in the distance

I'll write again soon!  Love to you all!